sry swadaya..

again n again..
i let u down again..
swadaya..
sry swadaya..
i don deserve to be the asst band leader..
i don even deserve to be a swadayian..
for 5 years i done nothing..
now..
at last i got use d..
but no wad gd use..
i'm bull shit!!
being selfish i make trouble..
being unselfish i lead myself into trouble..
wad should i do..
being unselfish n selfish at the same time??
maybe..

hmm..
think of the bright side..
maybe this is a test for me
to let me more mature..
thx god for test me at this stage..
the more late U test me the worst would happen..
at this stage..
i still could change..
thx..

swadaya..
i won let u down again..
this is my promise^^
human done wrong n human change..
i'm 1 of the human n trying to change..
thx for giving me a chance..^^
the past make me more knowledge..
teach me how to think..

seriously..
yesterday is a history..
tomorrow is a mystery..
today..
today is a gift..
so it is called present..
i might don noe wad would happen tomorrow..
but i'l learned from yesterday..
n appreciate the gift..present!!