sry swadaya..

again n again..
i let u down again..
swadaya..
sry swadaya..
i don deserve to be the asst band leader..
i don even deserve to be a swadayian..
for 5 years i done nothing..
now..
at last i got use d..
but no wad gd use..
i'm bull shit!!
being selfish i make trouble..
being unselfish i lead myself into trouble..
wad should i do..
being unselfish n selfish at the same time??
maybe..

hmm..
think of the bright side..
maybe this is a test for me
to let me more mature..
thx god for test me at this stage..
the more late U test me the worst would happen..
at this stage..
i still could change..
thx..

swadaya..
i won let u down again..
this is my promise^^
human done wrong n human change..
i'm 1 of the human n trying to change..
thx for giving me a chance..^^
the past make me more knowledge..
teach me how to think..

seriously..
yesterday is a history..
tomorrow is a mystery..
today..
today is a gift..
so it is called present..
i might don noe wad would happen tomorrow..
but i'l learned from yesterday..
n appreciate the gift..present!!

tagged!!

owei...vivian tagged me..T_T bobian la..tagged ma tagged..

Directions : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog, you can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

1. i'm still a human^^

2. i now very sienz leh juz tagged^^

3. i'm hoping my SPM could get nice result^^

4. now is 2329 / 1129pm^^

5. i'm form 5 le this year^^

6. now chatting v dear^^

7. 3 more days^^

8. tmr band camp d^^

9. today din go swimming..T_T

10. i bought a trumpet for my pet d^^

11. did i mad b4??i mean really mad..not bu suang..

12. time flies..

13. juz play gb v my brothers^^ n i been gbed..

14. i'm infront of com now^^

15. kenny g's the wedding song top a!!hear le also wow!!^^

16. sui siao..kena vivian tagged..^^dunno wad to say do.0 vivian..gan yuan le ma??^^





haha its my turn to tagged ppl ^^

dear - coz i love u^^

jia ven - coz u r eagle mama^^

jia shang - coz u luan shui a^^

li ern - coz u r blackden^^

lee wen - wan see wad u will write^^

yesterday

woa..
yesterday we perform at kampung tiong for toh occasion
sipek standard lol..
if thr is a TAN OCCASION gd lo..
haha

after perform..
i'll have w8 for quite a long time d..
polish n wash my trumpet!!!^^
polish kaw kaw a..
zzz
when wash..
yiaks..
all dirth out lalu..
coz of too long no wash..
sipek geli..
yer..
but happy..
now my trumpet is clean n shiny d^^
but no wad gd la
between the time for wash instrument gt tt
haiz
if not my trumpet sure more shiny d..
hehe..^^

last night..
1st time we go out leh..^^
it was nice^^
hope we can go out more..
^^

n happy belated birthday for yong man and boon keong

n happy earlier birthday for yin lin and sheau wei

^^happy always..^^

these few days

saw this..
while checking my mail..
erm
hu send me le a??
forget d
haha
lazy go see again
very gan dong..
mom's love very wei da!!

haiz..
say dao check mails..
check till wanna die d..
few month no check..
open hotmail nia..
wah!!
250+ unread mails..
zzz..
za dao..
luckily check finish d..
except gt chinese d..
settle..
this noob com cant see chinese!!
haiz..

besides,
i also found some story..

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one of the sad story..
haiz..
hope i din end up like tht..^^

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.


Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.


Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..



DAY 1:

They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.


DAY 4:

They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.


DAY 12:


Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..


DAY 14:

They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.


DAY 20:


Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.


DAY 28:

They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.


DAY 29:

11:37 pm


Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...


20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.


11:57pm

The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my
life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping


THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

sadness..me not 'daniel'
i say again..
me not 'daniel'

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besides..this also..

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.



When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.



When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.



When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.



When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.



When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.



When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....



Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

hope these are true..
^^
gt mails gok??
haiz..lazy find ar..
next time bah
hehe
^^

love..^^

wad is love??
i also dunno..
i juz noe i'm in love v u..
^^

every time i think of something..
i think of u 1st..
in my mind u r always there..
n i'm here for u..
always..

when u smile..
i felt happiness..
my light of life shine brighter v u..
at my sides..
u r here..
in my heart..

everytime we were separate..
i'll miss u..
is u tht i love..
jun jie , i love u..